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RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU... BLOG FOR DANIEL

As the pages of 2007 was over, a new calendar was now beginning
Starting to tear the leaves of 2008 to a very fast day and time to say
But the time for me now i feel, comes good and with me all the way
Hope to find what i all i want and aspire to have and dreamed for life
This time no place for sorrow and leave sadness behind in that past
I know i have my starts leading me now the path where i should be
God to the world ill shout that i am now the happiest man alive
My wishes and my dreams hope and expects its true, all mine now
All trust in HIM there above and confidence to myself that tears gone
And to you all my friends in and out of net that morally supported me
I share my happiness, my joys and gladness to thee and lets be merry
The best of my years that were lost have now come back to me
And fill my world with colors, songs, music, rhymes and my poetry
Now as days go own day by day i am waiting for that time of mine
To live with the right man and be with him through thick or thin
In sickness and in pains the remaining days of our life till death do us part.
It is the fruit of being patiently "right here waiting for you".

A DISTANT LOVE AFFAIR.. THE CLIMAX...

HAPPY LETTER OF DANIEL TO JESSIE...

[Chat now] Daniel Major
ViewTo: angel st. barrachiel myangel168@yahoo.com

Hello love
thank you for the pics you sent.
1) I can go along with seeing you and your own little way of comforting me.
2) Yes, the cold here can be to much at times.
3) Being with you would make me more than happy.
now as to 4) you in now way SERVE and man, well at least not me. Your place in life is not that of a servent to any man.

I'm starting to get my wits about me at last. It is just taking a little longer than I expected, but my nurse tells me I'm in to much of a rush. I still have some trouble keeping track of things when I talk, but it is getting better so I hope to soon get on line to chat with this beautiful lady I found on line. Not sure you know her, she has angel in her name but I think I seen a little devil in your eyes, I mean her eyes.lol. I think you may just give me a run for the line. I see something in your eyes that ells me you know how to make a guy like me happy to be at home.

Hey, I thought I was the better half? But I guess you could be the other better half. hmmmmm, two halves together make a whole right? We will work on that one.

Sorry the letter is short darlin, I tire so fast still. I promise a longer one is coming.

Loving you always..........Daniel

LAST WORDS FROM DANIEL

1/19/08
I LOVE YOU
Dearest one,

I am saddened by the fact that you were not coming meaning you have a bad health. I am worried that something might have happened to you my love.

In a short period I felt I am a part of you and you a part of me.. Everyday I listened to your songs. Untiringly, and I feel my day is complete with them and incomplete if I don't.

Please advise Christine to get in touch with me. I am really worried about you. Hope you can survive the pains.

I'll wait for you to come on line.. Get well soon.

Love and care,

angel
Re: I love you
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angel st. barrachiel <myangel168@yahoo.com>
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Daniel Major wrote:
Not much in this letter my love, your song for the day, one preisous love. my song to you.
Each day I will send a letter tell you about myslef and my life until I found my angel. Each will have one picture as well of my home town. The one pic is of two of my grandchildren.
I love you
Daniel

FOR YOU, JUST FOR YOU ALONE
"angel st. barrachiel" <myangel168@yahoo.com> wrote:
An angel listened to watch
When you were lost I thought you go
My heart cried out I think I am losing you
But then I know you are not well
I was worried, I was sad, I prayed to God
To give us strength for this great love
When you were lost I thought you’re sad
I thought I’ve done or said something bad
My heart shouted –out I think I am losing you
But then I know you are not well
I was worried, I was sad, I prayed to God
To give us strength for this great love
Give us the chance to meet to and see
Feel each others warm flesh and blood
The real face I like to touch and hold
The real lips I would passionately kiss
And the real you I want hug to be with.
And just because I am a distant so far
An angel to watch I am sending now
Get well-soon, I pray my dearest one
Your baby is here waiting for you to come.
But your health, I fear for myself.
That one day seeing me you can’t.
Do you still care my dearest to come?
Give us the chance to meet to see
Please help me call all angels and cherubs
To watch us, see us, and the greatest love
That now unites our soul and our hearts.

My excuses that some details were repeated and the events were not consistent. The facts, the thoughts and the sweet and sad and agony of the hearts is one thing i want to project in the hearts of those whose read, will read and were reading this love story..the next last parts will let you feel the sadness of being bereaved.. of being left behind in a far away land.. thank you.

AN INFORMATION LETTER FROM CHRISTINE TO JESSIE
Re: Father

Daniel Major wrote:

Hello,
I am Christine. Daniel's daughter. Dad said you and he talk on computer. I wanted to say Hi and let you know that he is in the hospital but should be out Monday. I'm not sure what all you know about dad, but he has trouble with the circulation in his legs. The cold weather does not help him much. He is fine, just the doctors wanted to run some tests on him to see if the new pills would help and thought it best they do it in hospital to keep a closer eye on things.

Dad also told me you had trouble with my e-mail, so thought this the best way to contact you, that way you have my address.

Thanks for being a friend to my father, he needs that.

Take care,
Christine

REPLY TO THE INFORMATION LETTER FROM CHRISTINE TO JESSIE
Re: Father

angel st. barrachiel <myangel168@yahoo.com>

ViewTo:
Daniel Major

Hi,
Thanks I was informed. He told me that before hand that if was not able to come on line with me or send no message at all, it means he is having some health problems.

Yes, he told me everything about his health and worried for him especially when I saw him smoking. I mentioned about that to him just as a reminder. I feared now about his condition. Please convey to him my sincerest wish and prayers to the Lord to keep him in good health. Not for my sake, but for his sake.

I wished to be with him someday and take care of him. But it seems time is not with us now. Still I am hoping he gets well soon.

To you I am wishing your strength and more power to look and take care of both your father and your family.

Give my regards to Daniel and your family.

Please tell Daniel he lives in me by the songs he sent me.

Goodbye, may the good Lord grant us bountiful mercy and blessings.

Yours truly,
Jessie

P.S. Hope you have seen me in my pictures..
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OPEN LETTER: FROM KRISTINE TO JESSIE
>>> GETTING AQUAINTED

dad...
[Chat now]Daniel Major

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Hello Jessie

Hope you are well. We received lots of snow this past week. Dad would have loved to be up north again when it is like this. He used to love driving through it, but then he is not as young now and the cold gets to him.

Our son was home for weekend, he is disabled and we had to put him in a group home 2 years ago. At 15 he is a big boy and very hard to handle so we and the doctors thought this was best for him in the long run. I have four kids, two boys and two girls. Allie is 18, Gordon is 15, Jamie is 13 and Angel is 12, she is grampa's suck.lol.

I don't know much about you, but you must have something special as we tried to hook dad up a while ago with a lady friend of ours and it was a no go. All dad said about her was she had legs if nothing else. He is very picky, lol. When he told me about you I almost fell over as I didn't think he was even looking. Most times he is making jewelery or out with his band. He use to race cars but gave that up after his first heart attack as he says he lost his edge for it. Up until last summer he still played golf, he is a lifetime member of Oakwood here.

Len just came in so I better tend to him, maybe even feed him, if you know what I mean..

Please take care of yourself.
Christine

WHERE IS MY SWEETHEART?

"angel st. barrachiel" <myangel168@yahoo.com> wrote:

Dearest Christine,

Hello dear, how are you and Dad? For a little long i have not received any news from my dearest sweetheart. I am terribly worried and sad. I can't help but cry. When I found him, my world turned rainbow color, my days were filled with his songs. My heart was filled with loneliness.

I don't really know what was his health about now. Please let me know darling/ I'll be waiting for the response. Please get -in- touched. I love him and missed him now so much. I want to reach him and comfort him but how. If you can afford, please let him come to me and i will take care of him here in my home.

Here are my contact numbers

289-3922 -tel. and +639162956006 -- mobile

my address: Ms. Josefina B. Cadsawan
#168 Bernardo Compound Tagpos
Binangonan, Rizal Philippines

Please don't deprive my sweetheart's physical condition to me. I am suffering too much.

Thanks,

UP-DATE- BY CHRISTINE
Re: sweetheart
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[Chat now] Daniel Major
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angel st. barrachiel <myangel168@yahoo.com>...
Cc:
Dear Jessie

Please forgive my not informing you until now. Things have just not been well here and my mind has been all over the place. Dad had a very bad set back, his heart acting up again on him. They had to go in and clean clots from around his heart. Even with the way they do things these days, his recovery has been slow. He is back home but has a nurse with him to help look after him for now. I know he will be upset with me as I was to let you know this a while ago. I just got my computer back from the shops and I thought I better check mails right away. Your e-mail woke me up that I had not passed this information on to you. I don't think dad is back on chat as yet, but I'm sure he will answer any e-mails.

Once again, sorry for the delay.

Chris

UP-DATE BY CHRISTINE:
A SHOCKING MESSAGE OF DANIEL'S CONDITION

Hello Jessie

I'm a little faster this time. Dad is back in the hospital in the ICU for now. They are going to air left him later today to Toronto. We have now idea what is wrong at this point. The nurse told us he went to bed Sunday night feeling good, he was even giving her a hard time, knowing dad he was teasing her about going to bed with me to see what pops up, that's my dad for you. I think if a woman took him up on it he would faint on the spot. She said she went to wake him Monday morning and he seemed lost, didn't know who she was or where he was.I have been at the hospital since Monday afternoon. He doesn't know who I am at all and he keeps holding his head screaming. The doctors here want to fly him to Toronto for brain scans as his sister died about 7 years ago of a brain tumor. Right now I'm so very afraid for him and I don't know what I will do if the worst happens. I have called my sisters to let them know. My husband is with him right now as I needed a shower and change of clothing. I also wanted to let you know what is going on and ask you to pray hard for him please, maybe between you and I God will hear one of us. If He has to take dad, I pray He takes him fast, not suffer as did his sister.

I must head back as Len just called to tell me he will be flown out within the hour.

I will let you know when I find anything out.
God Bless. Christine

AN OPEN LETTER OF GRIEVE FOR THE FAILING HEALTH CONDITION
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angel st. barrachiel <myangel168@yahoo.com>
ViewTo:
Daniel Major

Ever dearest Christine,

Right now my eyes are in tears. I can't move, my head seem blank and all my hair strands were standing of the situation. I want to cry out loud to release my breathing. My heart feels like to stop beating. I am asking GOD why this has to happen to us. Both of us meet in a time when we were on our last day of looking for someone. Praying to HIM, asking to grant our request to have true person to love, to care and be with the last moment of our life. Our request was granted on that day..but, so sad, HE just gave us a very short time.

As you said, I will do my best that GOD reward my dear DANIEL pardon, forgiveness of his sins and grant him a painless feeling. Set him free from that sufferings by all means. Grant him peace and worry free mind and soul.

It's so sad for all of you to lose him, so more than I, cause we were not given a chance to meet in real and prove to each other and to the world that we can get along. That we can be happy and forget our past. But then, let's ACCEPT that sad fact. Let's offer him to the LORD with all our hearts.

Oh, Christine if you can only see me now, if you can only feel my heart, how i am in agony. Please kiss him for me..Please whisper to his ears that I love him so much and cared for him. If only I can afford to fly there now to be with him in this critical moment of his life, I should have done earlier. Oh my GODDDDDDDDDD! Have mercy, please????

I am very thankful that you bet-in-touch. I will go to church now and pray for his recovery to whatever HE has to grant my sweetheart..Favor please? i have my mobile and my land line.. Please inform me of any changes. Pleaseeeeee, dear Christine? And sorry for my kind of letter. That instead of keeping you strong and composed, I feel like this. I hope you understand me....God I love him Christine, ohhh, i am really so sorry about.

God bless all of us, especially my LOVE..

Yours,

Jessie

An up-date from Chistine to Jessie
>> Indefinite Condition

dad,update
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[Chat now] Daniel Major
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ViewTo:
Jessie <myangel168@yahoo.com>

Jessie I'm sorry, there is nothing more I can tell you right now. I phoned down to see what is going on with dad and was told that for now he is resting. The nurse I spoke with did say it is not his heart. They have him very drugged up. It seems he became hard to control on the flight to the hospital and they pumped him full of morphine. I will be catching the train at 6am tomorrow and head down to be with dad. Len and I where talking and he said dad had been acting funny in as far as his giving Angel his sterio and had asked Len if he would like dad's car. Dad spent a lot of time and money doing his car up just the way he wanted it. Dad loves that car as it is a 1957 dodge custom that he built from the ground up. Anyway, I better get to bed as we will have to be up at 5am so I can make the train. I will find a cafe' and e-mail you of any changes.
Chris

A Sad Valentine Greeting
Re: dad,update

angel st. barrachiel <myangel168@yahoo.com>

ViewTo:
Daniel Major

Dear Christine,
How were things going there sweetheart? Can I be sent even a very short info? Tomorrow is hearts day, I am hoping all our hearts be steadfast and all at peace and calm, and subtle and God, Christine don't know what to say more baby, I'm suffering you know? I love Daniel that it hurts me to know he's there and I am useless, i'm ...oh my God...HAPPY VALENTINES anyway.. take care to all.. I don't want you be sick too, come what may, please advice me.
Thanks... love you..
Did you kiss Daniel for me? Did you whisper in his ears I love him? Thanks my dear.
Bye and praying here.

this is the heart of my sweetheart.. God I love him so much!

these are your hearts, you and Len

and this is my heart crying out for love, loneliness, sadness and despair..

Love and care,
Jessie

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The SAD FATE.. DEATH
I'm so sorry

[Chat now] Daniel Major

ViewTo:
angel st. barrachiel <myangel168@yahoo.com>
Dear Jessie
I did as you asked for you. But I'm so very sorry to have to tell you..........we lost dad Sunday morning. He had a massive heart attack on Friday and they seemed to have acted in time to bring him back. Then Sunday about 4am he took another one and the doctor held little hope, about 7am he past away. I for one am so lost right now. I'm sorry to have to have told you and I'm so sorry I didn't get back to you sooner.
Chris