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Everyone around me, thinks I'm so happy and gay
Little do they know, inside I silently cry, to the point at times, I feel I could die
If people really knew, I'm sure they wouldn't know what to say
In reality, see, I am living a lie.

Behind this face, I long for my children
But, I hope they are in a better place
No one knows, most of my time is sent in sadness's den
So, I always wear the facade of a happy face.

Six babies, were taken from me, over time long ago
They say time makes it easier, but believe me, this is definitely not so
Acceptance is easier, but along that road, well it was one that was hard to hoe
Behind that happy face, is someone so sad and low.

But I try to smile, because I don't people to pity me
At times, it still hurts so very bad
Oh at times, from death all around me, I wish I could flee
Behind this happy face, people cannot see that I am happy.

This happy face fools a lot of people
Everyone thinking, my life is so good
One filled with happiness, but sadly how wrong are the people
The have no idea how man times, I have been visited by the grim reaper in his black hood.

Hello..

The depths of one's life,
Who will understand it?
Perhapse,the same nature?
The same friend?
On the other side,
The same heart's beat,
The same clock,ticking.now,brings past in future,
Memories,returned again?
There are days with clear sky,
But the rainy ones,show a sign of life..
There are nights with full moon,but why?
Why the tears are,on the other side,
Oasis in the desert?
It is said that the desert is full with sand,
Alike the empty heart a dry land..
It is said that the oasis of desert,are place of relief..very interesting;
So alike,when a woman cry,her tears,are sootheing..
It is said that the rose,now its blooming..
So alike,people,when they learn to smile;
But alike the rose,now,bloomed,then,fade,
So alike,people,now live,tomorrow,die..
What was supposed be a smile of a little mermaid,
It is lost,alike a ship in the Bermude's Triangle..and the question is "why?";
When a deer runs through the forest,
Is not scared of something;
The deer,just runs..but some people think that she's afraid..
But,how many of them asked themselves if not,somehow,the deer,when runs,she's searching for water,for a place of rest?! !?
So alike,some people,when they run of something,when they hide a pain..
In their deepest archives of their mind,they took above themselves the blame..
They forget to smile..
Thise who live in past,
Realise the present,
Think about the future
And this way,their are lost..
Lost between real and un-real..
There is no present,
But lives,
Lives in the melancholy of past,
But only future brings trust..
Only the present,remove tears,
Only the smile,brings life,
Only the sadness,death..
One day,there was a little child,
And she had a little pet..
But wasn't a dog,was a wolf who now,wild,
Showd that past times,unleash in present..
But,so much heart had the little one,
She looked in the wolf's eyes..
The wolf was gone..
Some say that the wolf represents the Moon,
That they are guardians of the underworld..
Some others,say that are the negative memories,
Memories returned from past to present,haunting..
Some aspects of my poem,have no rhymes,
Alike your smile,as only showd outside,
Fragments of my verses,simple lines..
So alike,some key-words,in ur poem,showd depth,inside...
Hard reality u may describe,
Through the horror,gothic,fantasy,
Its reliefing,somehow,makes u feel alive;
Sometimes,in melancholy..
One for to live,
Has to breathe..
That's why,for some others,poems,are as fresh air..
But,sometimes,to be able to breathe,ones need to smile..
The person who composed the poem "A Happy Face",can smile..
And,in future,maybe u will smile,when i won't use often roots,as now,linked with my after-poem...

P.S: u might truelly smile,one day,but u have to know how..

H2S04