The short love affair that I will share is a sad experience of yours truly. I waited a short period of time before I had finally decided to disobey the request of a daughter of my lost love.. It was entitled :

A DISTANT LOVE AFFAIR

Hello My Island rose

I titled this dreams for a reason. As you know, I was on my last few nights of coming on line. I had got to the point of asking why I was even looking for someone to come back into my life. Then something funny happened, this beautiful woman IMed me. I had the most interesting talk with her that I have had for years. I found myself being drawn into her eyes. The longer we talked, the more I felt drawn into those dark pools. When we signed off, I found I could not stop thinking about her. Then we didn't get to catch each other until yesterday. I asked how she was and if she had found someone, my heart broke when I read her words saying she had. Everything after that didn't sink in and I thought I better run before I made a fool of myself. So I wished her love while inside I had died. As I went to go she asked why, then explained the guy she thinks should found was me.................my heart was in my throat and my whole body was shaking. If it was possible, I could have reached through the computer, placed my hands on your cheeks and draw your tender lips forward to meet mine.

They say we have a soul mate in this world, if this is true, I feel like I may have found mine. I can't say its love yet, but it sure is something very close to it. I guess we will just have to take it one day at a time. I know even now, I'm waiting for when your back on line so I can see those soft lips and dark eyes of yours. I even hugged my pillow last night dreaming it was you, I could feel your silky soft body next to me. I better stop or I could get in trouble.

Can't wait to see you tonight
Love Daniel 

Part 2...

infected by an angel
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my heart is infected by an angel whose poems I do not understand. It is the words of her own sweet heart I long to hear..
Daniel

"angel st. barrachiel" <myangel168@yahoo.com> wrote:


Entry for November 03, 2007
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ROMANCE
Flashes rushed, sparkling brilliance
Diamond of best cut, best slice
Flowers, white, red, yellow ones
Drowning fragrance

Candle lights, goblets of precious wine
Sweet mellow music to the dance
floor
Hearts be one, erotic beatings unknown
Uncertain, were originated where it come from

Sweet tender words of stunning sensations
Remarkable moves, dwelling site on fire
Vulnerable glance staring melting desires.

Breathtaking frictions of skins brings warmth
To heart to soul till the world stops moving
Clock stops striking, ticking sighs and moans
Pendulum of the hearts heard invincible.

The power that moves mountains
Now captured the foreign feelings
Parts of the universe they were afar
When arrow hits target, sweet lovely
Feeling was unconquerable ''romance''.

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"angel st. barrachiel" <myangel168@yahoo.com> wrote:

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Daniel Major

Dearest Daniel,

Good morning honey. It was a very sad night for me last night that i thought I was cheated. After you left me I can't believe to the out come of the 2nd day. I was planning to turn back my pages in Yahoo and forget everything. It's always been a sad thing that I am a failure when it comes to my heart. I am so glad to have found my man at last and almost shout to the whole world and the people in and out of net, and the poem I sent you while on chat with you is a proof of my happiness. Never knowing and can't believe that I will lose you that fast and I feel so bad that i cried the whole night, honestly I can't think of anything. I can't say any thing to my family when asked why I am sad. I just prayed and closed my eyes.

I just have get off my bed and sadly walked to this table. To my mind I have no plan of opening coz I am really sad, but my heart says i must hoping to see you here or you leave an off line. My computer is an old one that opens so slow and an off line messenger box was there starts to form slowly. My heart jumps but indefinite to what I will read so I closed my eyes and prayed that I find a good note.

I was surprised upon seeing this e-mail. But I am happy that this was the reason.You know darling , most of the poems I am writing were request. Some really pay some were foolish that after receiving they don't pay. And I am just smiling to them and think that at least I've made them happy. And I am happy too that I have done favors and have done my hobby. Those poems were my gifts to a friend, an old man who celebrates his birthday last October I think it's 28 if my memory serves me right. The celebrant happened to be a Roger and that my husband's name is Roger too. Actually I have two friends by that name. You can ask him if you want . I can give you his name to prove my honesty. And some poems were based on experiences of other people. And some were giving me topics and some I am really asking a topic. As to my conditions I have my own poems there that were really mine. It will be explained by the content of the composition. Se darling I've done a lot there and there were long and some were short. It depends on how the request were written or explained to me.

Honey you must know that, you're an artist too. I can't have those so many experiences and men, oh my God. I am just that imaginative that I can express emotions by putting myself into the situation to make it effective and find a good result. If its is all about my poems, after reading all, you might really leave me. But if those will be the reasons that I will lose you, I might as well stop writing those kinds. And to let you know I am doing those things to cultivate my
ideas more and my talent. I don't want to waste it. I know some day sometime I will be getting out of this world. I want to leave something to the mind of my kids , my loved ones, my friends and the world so that I am remembered.

You know, I understand you and I am happy about that you were affected. It means you really have me in your heart. I am proud to tell you that I LOVE YOU for that. If after my explanations you still have doubts, I can't do anything but love you in your way. And if still you can't be convinced, it might not be that what you feel can't yet be called love but just close to love, but that you love me now. Hope I made you smile and have treated the virus that cause the infection to the heart of my sweetheart.

An angel will do no harm to any one.

Lovingly yours,

Jessie
myangel168
to be continued..

Part 4... A Distant Love Affair ( the story)

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Hello Sweetheart

I'm fine darlin. Sorry I didn't get the time to tell you when my server shuts down it is not them but me. I have not resigned up for unlimited on line hours as yet but will do so this coming week. So please if we get cut off like that, please don't keep those beautiful and yes,sexy eyes open just waiting for me to get back on line.

As to waiting to know each other longer, well that part is for now out of our hands. After my trip to Australia, I let my passport laps as I like you gave up on finding that special someone. Little did I know then what angel would come into my heart. I don't think you could make me feel better in some little way, I feel you would make me feel like a king in every way.

As to my smoking, I understand your meaning when you mentioned it. And yes, my health will be better once I have stopped smoking. I made the mistake of starting when I was 14 and it is a hard habit to break. Yes, my father turns 90 in May of this year, two days before I turn 60 in fact, and yes, like my father, I like to drive, both kinds of driving. And like my father, the slower the drive the better I like it. hee hee

I can see in your eyes you have the energy that I need in my life. I'm not so sure about you being 13 though, is that not a little to young for me. Oh don't get me wrong, I could more than keep up with you, maybe I might be even a little to much for a 13 year old like yourself.

Now to answer your questions, I'm 5 foot 10 inches and depending on how much and how often I cook, weigh between 150 and 160 pounds. Between you and I you don't need to do a thing to change, I think we will fit together perfectly in every way. As to this actor you speak of, I hope you can find a picture of this guy. I have been told this before by some of the ladies there in the Philippines but as to looking like Elvis, oh please, I sure hope not. I'n my younger days I was told I could have passed for Buddy Holly, not sure you know of him, he was a rock and roll singer, one of his songs was Peggy Sue. I had the black rimmed glasses and the duck tailed hair and was about 110 pounds, suit and all, not birthday suit.lol. In my birthday suit I might have been 105 pounds.

Anyway my love. I have some work to do tonight as my band and I have a dance to play for this weekend and we have some songs to fine tune. Until next we talk, hugs and kisses all over. See you son.

Always yours.
Daniel

"angel st. barrachiel" <myangel168@yahoo.com> wrote:

Dearest my Honey,

How are you, honey? I keep on waiting last night that you come back but I felt sleepy. I hope that you're in good health. You know I really wanted to see as soon as we could.

I don't need too long knowing each other. I prefer that you can be with me here during your very cold season and be back there on the remaining good seasons. I hope that in some little ways I could make you feel better.

When I greet you re smoking last talk, please don't feel bad, I just wanted you to be healthy, but I won't insist. You know what you feel more than anyone else. I just wanted to be with you for long time, years I mean.. For I wanted to live for as old as my mom now. If she's 82 now, I can still be with you for some 20 years more.Good enough, because I live with my husband for 28 years, but 13 years were already not good years for us. As I have mentioned earlier he was a juvenile diabetic, and st 36, he was very worse.And according to you, your Dad is still strong and can drive well at 90 something? Drive to a young wife? Lol, so you and I must really be made for each other this time of our lives. Ha ha ha ha.H drives well to both kinds of driving , huh? He he he he.

Please tell me your height and weight. So that i may know if I have to do something so I won't look as a midget when I am near you.

I was awaken this am by my dream. I dreamed that I am with a man near a stream, walking hand-fold to each other, And all of a sudden a bird land on my shoulder and I was very anxious why it fell on my shoulder. I was trying to let it flew away but the more it sticks to my shoulder, and i just let it stay there. I felt the crow to my shoulder a bit pain like being pinched so I was awaken.

And wake up seeing my pc not turned off. Maybe a feeling of so sleepy that i thought I have turned it off. Lol am I getting old? Hope not. My darling needs a better energy from a 13 year old, I must not be 18.

Honestly, honey, I feel always very light, means I am happy, like I am always on day dreaming. Imagining how you look like in real. You know your cam is not clear but I can see you as how I am imagining you.

Do you know of a Filipina who became a Miss Universe or International by the name Ruffa Guttierez? A very much celebrated actress and personality, being the wife of Ylmas Vectas, a prince, I think a Turkish. You know her father look s like you. Or you look like her father, So that when my daughter-in-law saw you and so with the picture you send me, they called me Annabelle, the mom of the lady, because they called you Eddie, the Dad of Ruffa. He is an actor too. A very handsome actor and very talented. A superstar during his time a matinee idol. And now still as handsome as ever. And during his youngster, many compared him to Elvis Presley. I am trying to look for a picture and send to you. And the wife is a very beautiful lady too, but very mean, though she's very lovely.

I could not therefore believe when you or others say i'm beautiful, but honestly I am flattered to hear that. Thanks honey. And darling i am almost beginning to memorize your 3 songs. I like them really. Very meaningful. I can feel the lyrics and if those were meant all for me, coming from you, I am like a teenager, quivering. A very old lady acting like a 16 years old lady. Thank you my honey.
I like them. I felt dull, I can't write a piece for you. I am always tongue tied. It is really sweet to be loved by someone as romantic as you are. I love you my darling. Hope I can satisfy you.

Bye for now. Getting sleepy again. Back to bed. Ha ha ha ha. Bye my sweetheart. I'll dream of you again. tsup! Love you.

Sincerely yours,
Sweet your angel
Jessie


to be continued...